| | in less than 10 hours, there will be a wake service for my mom. u know, i still haven't come to terms with what happened... i mean i was soo full of steam when she was alive and even when there wasn't any hope, i was at task just trying to get things in order.
a week later, i've regressed, cocooned away from reality. i've been holed up at teng's place waiting for training at comcast, i haven't been to my parent's house since the day she died.
these days, i don't fear death.. i went on a junk food binge today to spite the establishment: my mom took care of herself after being diagnosed with diabetes; she lost the weight, cut down on the sodium, exercised more than teng and myself combined... it's no fair that she can do all that work for her life to be cut short when you have people who do less yet live to be 85
i'm very thankful for the outpouring love and care from friends: this is one of the darkest hours in my life and to know i have support, strength and hope through you, i can go on.
my job in keeping my mom's legacy alive has just begun: probate, property taxes, making sure my dad puts vic & i on the deed so we won't scramble if one of us meets with peril. i've stayed out of everything probably because my best is yet to come
to clarify, the wake will be today from 1pm-7pm @ skylawn memorial park in san mateo, funeral service is friday 1pm-3pm same location... driving directions are here
i miss her: she's one of my 3 important women in my life (next to vicky & teng)... i'm glad some of you had the opportunity to meet her, and for those who didn't have the chance, you would've loved her
i didn't tell many of my friends about where the service is: perhaps i should, i don't want them to see me in my darkest hour at my weakest... however it wouldn't be too bad to have friends ya kno? perhaps its not too late to let people know... rc
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